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I'm a moody bastard.

Thu Nov 19, 2009, 10:39 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: "Dirt" - Depeche Mode
  • Reading: between the lines
  • Watching: fingernails grow
  • Playing: Neverwinter Nights
  • Eating: chocolate
  • Drinking: coffee
WARNING: Depressed venting session ahead.

Maybe it's my own insecurities, and the fact that the internet is fantastic at reinforcing feelings of loneliness and alienation, but I'm feeling like a sulking pile about now.

The heart of the matter is that I feel like I've got some sort of grand knack for completely fucking up even the most casual bits of friendly banter. I don't (think I) say anything blatantly stupid, yet I feel like somehow I've created some subtle air of idiocy about myself that drives others off. My most earnest, amiable comments somehow offend the addressee(s), and without knowing what the hell I said wrong I've driven someone away. No matter what I say or do, I'm incapable of making/maintaining a friendship.

I admit I'm that I'm a lonely bloke, so likely a huge portion of this is just my social insecurities messing with me, but it doesn't do much to shed this feeling of helpless isolation.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Indoors
  • Interests: Lovecraft, horror, ninjas, boobs, asian food, medieval Europe.
  • Favourite movie: Doomsday
  • Favourite genre of music: HEAVY METAL
  • Favourite poet or writer: Lovecraft
  • Shell of choice: Scorpion... black-light reactive!
  • Skin of choice: Human... makes great leather for book-covers.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC

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:iconcrash2014:
Thanks for the DA Watch!! Much appreciated!

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:iconekuneshiel:
[link] Whew, finally done. Note me your email address so I can note you the truly HUGE full-res version.

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:iconhennanights:
A random :wave: from a random deviant :iconflirtplz:

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:iconmastertoymaker:
Hey, thanks for the faves, the watch, and the enthusiastic comments. I really appreciate it. :dalove:

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:iconninjaskull:
You're very welcome. :)

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:iconbarbecuediguana:
Thanks for the watch!
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:iconninjaskull:
Thank you! Though sadly I don't really have much here except a bunch of buxom favorites. :blushes:

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"I'm as firm as red clay, and as constant as... drinking. I'm constantly drinking." -Early Cuyler
:iconboobdan:
Good enough for me! =D I found some art that I had not seen on here before in your favorites.

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